Elizabeth on Love Dare - Day 16

After reading today's dare, I picked up my phone and text my husband this phrase, "I love you and God will heal and deliver." AT this point I am learning once again to turn it over to God, even in the pain. I can sit here and contemplate why he choose porn and repeatedly broke his word to me,or I can turn it over to God and say it's broken -- I am broken, please show us how to fix it." This in no way minimizes what happened - but it allows us to start working on us. I haven't returned home yet but that is partially due to the demands of school at the moment. The hurt of being betrayed is still there and I am not sure what to do with it, it will take time to heal, trust to be rebuilt but I think there is work to do on both sides of the fence - I am human too and I know I am not perfect - all I know at this point is that I can pray and ask God for healing, and to heal our marriage." That is a start from where I was last Friday when I left home.